I could go on and on,
telling you about how it all went wrong,
and you just looking at me like you so far gone,
like you not even paying attention,
I forgot to mention,
like this was school, this class is now in session,
and I ain't messing,
I ain't even stressing,
got a sore throat from all this talking, man somebody pass me a strepsil,
about to just blow, about to just let it all go,
like a pitcher about to throw, I'm about to ball out so here I go,
watch the replay back in slow mo, recorded it from the stands with nothing but a go pro,
another kid over on the other side recorded it in slow mo on his new iPhone,
the tension between us is li
They say apologies cost nothing,
look at what you've done, turned me into this monster,
started from the bottom, from the basement,
three floors later, nothing has changed, maybe it's my own time that i'm wasting,
back and forth just pacing, just waiting, patient,
time is money, so I am losing patience, no doctor,
my head is spinning like a helicopter, so just watch me hover,
flow so cold, best bring your fur coat, that's polar,
one man army, I took one for the team, like a true soldier,
so you can't just support me like a cup holder,
when you was playing for the opposition,
all this time, I thought we was winning,
how silly of me to think a
Ok, I don't know how I can make this clearer,
I get this overwhelming sadness everytime I'm near ya,
because we don't talk no more, but I still hear ya,
taking shots, ok, I need a pistol,
fully loaded, about to drop something like a missile,
trying to knock them all down, like a skittle,
I know you can taste the rainbow, I can see the drizzle,
trying to do it big, but at the same time still keep it little,
I don't know how I can make this clearer,
thought it would be better but you just make things worser,
I'm moving on, I know that's something you thought you would never hear,
I tried to be your hero, but look at me, I'm still a zero.
Ok,
That ain't me, ain't me,
that's probably why all her girlfriends hate me,
I used to be the one who would run around after you but now I'm just all about me,
and I've been thinking lately, that maybe, maybe,
we should take a break, don't know how much more of this I can take,
because this heartache is slowly turning into a heartbreak,
and I'm thinking that maybe I should just walk away,
but deep down I know that that ain't me, ain't me.
That ain't me, ain't me,
let's reflect on what could have been,
that mirror image of you and me,
maybe I was too busy living in a fantasy,
that I didn't treat you like I should,
treat you like any gentleman wo
I had to do this on my own,
I didn't even pick up my phone when I was heading for the road,
I wish I was cloned,
because then I could be in two places at the same time,
there's a thin line between getting high and getting by,
I'm just asleep parked in a lay by, wish my car had auto-drive,
fell asleep at the wheel, he won't wake up, yeah he died,
they say your only a real man when tears fall from your eyes,
I believe in equals that why I don't ever take sides,
divided by the lies equals your demise,
but life is like a playground, sometimes you just gotta let it slide,
and don't ever give up even when you've tried.
I just close my eyes and let
I Write Songs For Girls Too... (Attention) by Liamsteeles, literature
Literature
I Write Songs For Girls Too... (Attention)
Your words just don't mean shit to me no more, so I'm packing my things and I'm out the door,
so keep your sorry's, middle finger to all your apologies,
because you can't keep your promises and honestly after all this time you still showing me no honesty,
couldn't even treat me properly even if you tried,
tried to keep it on the hush when you had another woman on this property, why do you constantly lie?
and try to pull the wool over my eyes, see, you don't know this but I know when you lying,
this time, it won't be me, the one who is crying,
I gave you enough chances to be the right man for me,
and you still begging me to stay when I walk r
I find it so hard to believe those words what you just said to me,
that I can't speak, I can't even breathe,
like in, out, in, and out, take it nice and slow,
my brain is overloaded and my thoughts be out of control,
because I wouldn't take you for a hoe and I don't think you would either,
I think its just the liquor talking or you got the markings of amnesia,
I wouldn't class you as a cheater, maybe a lion in them sheets though,
I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you in my sheets though,
heart so cold it's like minus zero, I wanna be your saviour, your hero,
because you are so beautiful and I don't use that word too often,
I just want you
Self exploration is the key towards greatness,
honey your too fake to even be the fakest,
like chocolate she the flakeist,
I half believe in God so does that make me an atheist?
don't mock the creationist,
satin, stationed patiently waiting for his activation,
he could be up top or down in your basement,
(what you saying?)
I pray that he not you not I be awakened,
if there is life on Mars please pray that he alien,
is he insanium? like a bullet lodged in your cranium,
I'm stuck here forever and ever and ever and ever and ever,
please don't move on until you found someone better,
standing over the outward side of a balcony clutching this love
I'm playing poker with two black women,
father forgive me for my sins, because I'm sinning,
oops I mean winning, I really wish I was good at singing,
I put that to Drake, no wonder he getting cake,
blowing out candles and it ain't even my birthday,
I rep for my home town because that is my birthplace,
I got 2 reasons for rocking two chains, one for my mum, the other for my estate,
I got too much money in this apartment I'm starting to hyperventilate,
I got too much money for me to calculate,
but I weigh the pros and cons of life on these Libra scales,
I congratulate haters because they made me who I am today,
and when I see you, I just smile
I wrote this one for Holly,
who is right now playing in her room with her favourite dolly,
rain splashes on the window payne, she's kept company by her doggy, a border collie,
probably too little to understand what is going on,
all she can hear is yelling and arguing on the cell phone,
in the kitchen, perhaps her mum forgot to take her prescription,
perhaps one of her friends has gone missing,
so she takes a pen to a pad and this is what is written,
'somebody out there please listen'.
You don't know what goes on in a child's mind,
if only you could see the world through their eyes,
yes they hide and seek emotions that they can't de
I could go on and on,
telling you about how it all went wrong,
and you just looking at me like you so far gone,
like you not even paying attention,
I forgot to mention,
like this was school, this class is now in session,
and I ain't messing,
I ain't even stressing,
got a sore throat from all this talking, man somebody pass me a strepsil,
about to just blow, about to just let it all go,
like a pitcher about to throw, I'm about to ball out so here I go,
watch the replay back in slow mo, recorded it from the stands with nothing but a go pro,
another kid over on the other side recorded it in slow mo on his new iPhone,
the tension between us is li
They say apologies cost nothing,
look at what you've done, turned me into this monster,
started from the bottom, from the basement,
three floors later, nothing has changed, maybe it's my own time that i'm wasting,
back and forth just pacing, just waiting, patient,
time is money, so I am losing patience, no doctor,
my head is spinning like a helicopter, so just watch me hover,
flow so cold, best bring your fur coat, that's polar,
one man army, I took one for the team, like a true soldier,
so you can't just support me like a cup holder,
when you was playing for the opposition,
all this time, I thought we was winning,
how silly of me to think a
Ok, I don't know how I can make this clearer,
I get this overwhelming sadness everytime I'm near ya,
because we don't talk no more, but I still hear ya,
taking shots, ok, I need a pistol,
fully loaded, about to drop something like a missile,
trying to knock them all down, like a skittle,
I know you can taste the rainbow, I can see the drizzle,
trying to do it big, but at the same time still keep it little,
I don't know how I can make this clearer,
thought it would be better but you just make things worser,
I'm moving on, I know that's something you thought you would never hear,
I tried to be your hero, but look at me, I'm still a zero.
Ok,
That ain't me, ain't me,
that's probably why all her girlfriends hate me,
I used to be the one who would run around after you but now I'm just all about me,
and I've been thinking lately, that maybe, maybe,
we should take a break, don't know how much more of this I can take,
because this heartache is slowly turning into a heartbreak,
and I'm thinking that maybe I should just walk away,
but deep down I know that that ain't me, ain't me.
That ain't me, ain't me,
let's reflect on what could have been,
that mirror image of you and me,
maybe I was too busy living in a fantasy,
that I didn't treat you like I should,
treat you like any gentleman wo
I had to do this on my own,
I didn't even pick up my phone when I was heading for the road,
I wish I was cloned,
because then I could be in two places at the same time,
there's a thin line between getting high and getting by,
I'm just asleep parked in a lay by, wish my car had auto-drive,
fell asleep at the wheel, he won't wake up, yeah he died,
they say your only a real man when tears fall from your eyes,
I believe in equals that why I don't ever take sides,
divided by the lies equals your demise,
but life is like a playground, sometimes you just gotta let it slide,
and don't ever give up even when you've tried.
I just close my eyes and let
I Write Songs For Girls Too... (Attention) by Liamsteeles, literature
Literature
I Write Songs For Girls Too... (Attention)
Your words just don't mean shit to me no more, so I'm packing my things and I'm out the door,
so keep your sorry's, middle finger to all your apologies,
because you can't keep your promises and honestly after all this time you still showing me no honesty,
couldn't even treat me properly even if you tried,
tried to keep it on the hush when you had another woman on this property, why do you constantly lie?
and try to pull the wool over my eyes, see, you don't know this but I know when you lying,
this time, it won't be me, the one who is crying,
I gave you enough chances to be the right man for me,
and you still begging me to stay when I walk r
I find it so hard to believe those words what you just said to me,
that I can't speak, I can't even breathe,
like in, out, in, and out, take it nice and slow,
my brain is overloaded and my thoughts be out of control,
because I wouldn't take you for a hoe and I don't think you would either,
I think its just the liquor talking or you got the markings of amnesia,
I wouldn't class you as a cheater, maybe a lion in them sheets though,
I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you in my sheets though,
heart so cold it's like minus zero, I wanna be your saviour, your hero,
because you are so beautiful and I don't use that word too often,
I just want you
Self exploration is the key towards greatness,
honey your too fake to even be the fakest,
like chocolate she the flakeist,
I half believe in God so does that make me an atheist?
don't mock the creationist,
satin, stationed patiently waiting for his activation,
he could be up top or down in your basement,
(what you saying?)
I pray that he not you not I be awakened,
if there is life on Mars please pray that he alien,
is he insanium? like a bullet lodged in your cranium,
I'm stuck here forever and ever and ever and ever and ever,
please don't move on until you found someone better,
standing over the outward side of a balcony clutching this love
I'm playing poker with two black women,
father forgive me for my sins, because I'm sinning,
oops I mean winning, I really wish I was good at singing,
I put that to Drake, no wonder he getting cake,
blowing out candles and it ain't even my birthday,
I rep for my home town because that is my birthplace,
I got 2 reasons for rocking two chains, one for my mum, the other for my estate,
I got too much money in this apartment I'm starting to hyperventilate,
I got too much money for me to calculate,
but I weigh the pros and cons of life on these Libra scales,
I congratulate haters because they made me who I am today,
and when I see you, I just smile
I wrote this one for Holly,
who is right now playing in her room with her favourite dolly,
rain splashes on the window payne, she's kept company by her doggy, a border collie,
probably too little to understand what is going on,
all she can hear is yelling and arguing on the cell phone,
in the kitchen, perhaps her mum forgot to take her prescription,
perhaps one of her friends has gone missing,
so she takes a pen to a pad and this is what is written,
'somebody out there please listen'.
You don't know what goes on in a child's mind,
if only you could see the world through their eyes,
yes they hide and seek emotions that they can't de
I sit here and wait, the most impossible of task
I know I should be studying, but my mind wanders so fast
I try to keep my brain occupied, on the here and now
but thoughts of adventure consumes my thoughts like a fire that can't be put out
I could have been a pirate who explored the seven seas
I could have been a scientist who cured a fatal disease
I could have been an astronaut who explored galaxies far away
I could have been a General commanding armies to obey
instead I am a proletarian, all hail the working the class
leaving adventures to the wealthy, those lucky aristocrats
so now I sit at home, as I complain and I moan
I know
You can't stop me now
It's so hard to move around on these streets
Danger follows me at my feet
I can't get away
Every abuse I take every single day
When will someone find me?
When will I be free?
Hear me out
Let me say
I will be heard
I will get away
I will get away!
I may be one voice in a million
But I'll do whatever I can
To be heard
Even if it mean screaming
I will be found
I will be heard
I will get away!
You can't stop me now
It's so hard to find a place to stay
Where I can be okay
I can try to find away
To leave behind the tears
And heals these reopened scars
Hear me out
Let me say
I will be heard
You mean everything to me
I've said that a thousand times
But, there's still the memory
Of, that one time when I said, those
Things that I didn't mean
I've said that anger brings out the truth
And as I typed those words I knew
That, I'd have to say something horrible
I lied to try to hurt you
An apology is not enough
For the things I said that day
My words were knives
And I was the one that lied
I broke our promise first
It was a stupid fight and you got hurt
I'll never forgive myself
For the ways I caused you pain
I have no idea what to do
I hurt inside for hurting you
And the only way I know to release the pain
Would me
Don't Tell Me That You Miss Me by cksnodgrass101, literature
Literature
Don't Tell Me That You Miss Me
When you see my car,
Parked outside of that local bar,
Go ahead, stare and wonder,
What the Hell I'm doing there.
But don't think about pulling in the lot,
Don't think about walking in.
Don't look for me in a booth,
I'm not there for something smooth.
Don't come up,
And sit right down.
Don't order a beer,
And pretend to look around.
Don't act like you don't know,
That I'm sitting right here,
Sippin' on something strong,
While the bartender gives you your beer.
Don't ask me how I'm doing.
Don't question how I've been.
Don't come around here acting,
Like you actually give a damn.
'cause I don't want to see your face.
And I
When I'm old,
when I'm blind,
I'll remember all the times
we held hands like children
afraid of going alone over the train tracks
I'll remember when we sang
and when we danced
and how beautiful you looked in that dress
how badly I wanted to ask
Marry me?
I'll remember when we first met
And I'll remember every promise we made,
every promise we never kept.
I'll try and remember
everywhere I went wrong
what I meant to say
Marry me?
How badly I wanted to skip to the end
how you made me forget everything I was
how every moment I was with you, I wasn't wishing I were someone else
how badly I wanted to say I love you
and how m
What will we leave when it's just dust
When the last scene plays its time
From all loss and life and love and lust
Will we leave anything to find
When curtains close
And crowds applaud
Will they still know our names
They'll throw a rose
'Cause we're adored
But we won't perform again
The loss of life is tragic
But we all must have an end
We can ignore but we can't stop it
Because we're just human
We've got to fight for freedom
Whilst we've got a voice
Before we're called up to heaven
We've got to make a choice
We all must die that's been established
But we can live forever too
If we take one hope or wish
A
When I was 19 I listened to indie rock and hated my parents
I felt just like a prisoner of my fate
I had too many girlfriends and I felt like I needed more
I swore that I had lost my mind and I OD'd on caffeine
I never was alright
It felt like just last night
I'd like to say that I've changed so much since then
But I really can't say...
When I was 19 I claimed that I should be 28
In retrospect, well I just laugh 'cause I'll never reach that age
When I was 19 I thought that I was a superstar
I played small shows in smaller clubs and I felt like I'd hit the big time
But I never was alright
And it felt like just last night
I'd like
It seems not so long ago
That love became true
But how were we to know
That we would make it through
Each and every day
You always find my heart
And as you steal it away
I know we'll never part
Anytime I had a wish
It was for a love like this
If you would ever go
At least I had the chance to know
That no matter who you are
Your love can always grow
I dream of you every night
And hold you near to me
Knowing our love is right
And hoping it will always be
Anytime I had a wish
It was for a love like this
If you would ever go
At least I had the chance to know
That no matter who you are
Your love can always grow
I dream of y
I began writing songs or 'Lyricist' writing when I was 17 at college, It all started as a bet that i couldn't write a song lyric, my first ever lyric I wrote was titled 'I Ain't No Fiddy' referencing 50 Cent and influenced by the music I was into back then, this was first of my many raps I began writing in this term/year and showcasing my skills and dynamic ability towards this subject.
I wrote my first love song in 2007 aswell labelled 'The Break Up' do I really need to explain why? focusing on emotion and feelings as well as discovering new ways and styles in my work.
in 2008 I began writing more and more love songs with fewer raps, 'Miss Heartbreaker' 'Nothing To Me' and the more dynamic 'I Hate You' referenced my emotions at the time, 'The Drought' and 'The Drought is Over' brought my own view on life through my perspective.
I also started writing sexual songs, such as 'Sex' and 'Strawberries and Cream' devleoping my techniques and styles as well as exploring new imaginative ideas and views towards this subject.
2009 brought new techniques, styles and inspiration. I also began uploading these to Myspace and got good responses and feedback. I also began Rapping but hung up my mic to concentrate on writing songs instead. I also began writing my first LP titled 'The Love LP' focusing on love songs which I began posting on Devintart.com which got good responses, reviews and views.
2010 showcased my ability to push furthermore into love and its effects, I began writing my 2nd LP 'Songbook Music in November and released this on December 1st exclusively to Deviantart.com which got again good responses, views and reviews.
The most viewed song of this year was my version to Airplanes by B.o.B and Hayley Williams.
2011 brought more skills and ideas with my third LP titled 'The Love Effect' showing my grown feelings and emotions towards love and its effects, again more feedback and positive reviews made me settle on this genre. Where as songs such as 'Tonight You Die' and 'The Last Song I Ever Wrote' show me pushing my boundaries of writing and contemplation on giving up.
2012 so far hasn't been as successful as the rest, basically I've been doing other stuff and not been at one with my flow, like I got writers block, but I wrote 'Write Or Die' a 4 page lyric contemplating why I do this, new lyrics such as 'Self Exploration and The Path To Greatness' show a more 1st person view on myself and surroundings.
Current Residence: UK deviantWEAR sizing preference: N/A Print preference: N/A Favourite genre of music: Rap/ Hip Hop/ R&B Favourite cartoon character: Road Runner
So, I've been away from this site for quite awhile, been working on new material reflecting real life situations, feelings, emotions ect...
on the road to recovery,
no looking back, just looking at what is in front of me,
looking for some features, collaborations, message me :)